Ranting

I Think getting 8-10 hours of sleep is silly, and over rated. We Americans have become too accustomed, and spoiled with luxuries. I could go on for 8-10 hours about how spoiled we are.

Suffering my Loss

I crave others to be around me. I crave a distraction, so that I don't have to think about the loss of another baby. I think I need to cry some more, I need a crutch to hold me, no, more like someone to carry me. I always want to heal very quickly and move on. It's only been a couple of weeks since I lost another baby, and I was assuming I was fine, I was only kidding myself. I've been distracting myself. I've lost 3 babies. I'm afraid to get pregnant again because I don't want to suffer this loss anymore. I do want more babies, but I assume I wont be able to carry them anymore.

Prismacolor

I am over the moon right now! Today my hubby and I ventured to Joann's to purchase Prismacolor colored pencils.

Prismacolor pencils are made to blend with eachother, and they glide smoothly on your paper. When I color with other colored pencils, it's like coloring with wood, and the colors are not rich like the Prismacolor.

As soon as I got home with my new colors, I dashed to my art room, and got to work on my drawing I've been working on this week. Maybe I'll post some pictures when I done =)